Today Egan was looking over my shoulder through the window outside. I could tell that he was seeing something new today, that he was seeing further or with more definition than ever before. I watched as he stared in awe, his little hand gently petting my arm. I wondered what he saw--was it the pine trees bending in the strong wind, the leaves fluttering on aspen trees, the occasional leave falling through the sky, the clouds moving through the sky. Likely it was the dynamic shadows of the first wintery day - with sun, sky, bright clouds, strong wind. It was so inspiring to experience that with him. He was so fascinated with what seems every day to us now, leaves, shadows, trees, grass...I appreciated the opportunity to look outside with him.
I reflected on how calm he is. I used to describe Elena as an observer. I now think that might be slightly incorrect. Elena is actually analyzing things - where does this fit in? How do these things compare? How does this relate to me? She has done this always; she has an intense curiosity. Egan, however, seems to reflect on and just experience things while he observes. He has a calm curiosity. (at least for now!)
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